Life: each breath i take adds another chain
each heart beat puts another knife through me
and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
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as close as i know i am i yet feel so very far away
when you hold me close and speak your heart
it hurts the most cause i somehow feel left out
i know its crazy but maybe it wasn't meant to be
but who knows until they go into the light
what if I'm never meant to find my guy
it feels that way everyday thou it'll never show
i cover it up like make-up on my face
to hide my flaws and make my pain go away
but it seems my heart is yet crying out for help
thou there is no one there to answer its call
because the kind of help earth can give isn't the kind it requires
it needs to know, not to guess, it feels so rejected
it knows its loved but ignores it all
i'm pretty sure if i went for a knife in the drawer
if i pulled a gun on myself, or hung by a rope
there would be somebody there to stop me
so confused and lost in life, so young yet so troubled
people cant believe me for they can not even believe themselves
trusting is to much to ask of me, i'm sorry if i am rambling on
please excuse the knife wounds on my arms,
the blood trickling down from there beyond
the overwhelming endless pain i'm feeling
nothing compared to thy inner becoming hatred kindling inside me
these wounds are from me not to injure but to incure
if i hurt myself you will never be able to hurt me
full control and im losing it all
walk our into the silver rain and just fall
listen to that classical time, that will always remind
images so deep and dark, so terrifyingly dor
things you wouldnt even find in horror
the past all seeming like a prisonsum torture chamber
an invisible killer in the misty air, taking you without a care
save yourself so i say, go out and get away!!!
lastly please free me, end these open wounds
and cover the inner cuts running in my chest
hold my heart in their fists, im slowly breaking away
my pieces falling delay, one question remaining
when will be the day?
 xXMiss AsphyxiationXx · Fri May 09, 2008 @ 01:46am · 3 Comments |
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