Well here I am still awake, walking the length of my room , another mark on the wall and back down the way I came, reverse and start back again. Poor dog watches every step I take, in his eyes I see the questions. So here I sit watching the text on my screen now so he can lay down and rest. Funny friends sending me little notes thru IM, talking on the phone to another one, speaking in whispers so I will not wake up anyone else. Wondering how many hours before I will crash finally and be too tired to dream. Feeling kinda dizzy, maybe from lack of sleep or food or both, there goes Casey down the hall, I hear her footsteps passing by my door. Sounds of the TV in the den coming on, shes not able to sleep either once again. Guess I will join her and sit and talk. Another night passing by with all hopes of sleep gone.
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Its so hard to lose the one you love,
to finally have to say goodbye.
You try to be stong,
but the pain keeps holding on.
And all you can do is cry.
 Data_3rr0r · Fri Apr 25, 2008 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |
