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I had the strangest of dreams. Usualy I don't have dreams when I sleep, but this felt so real. I was in the middle of a lush valley watching the moon. As I watched, I began to notice the moon become stained in a crimson tint... almost like..Blood? I looked above the moon and saw the stars take shape into two forms. One looked like my brother... and the other looked like me. The stars seemed to come alive as the two constilations fought. The one that looked like me seemed to be winning... But in a manner that scared me. The way it fought was brutal... almost like an animal. While the other fighter was pinned down, it surrendered. But it didn't stop until the other fighter was left bloody.
I woke up in a cold sweat and tried to go back to sleep. The other dream was worse... I was standing in front of an altar where two figures stood at the side of me. One had a warm glow to it as it shined with elegance. The other gave off a scary feeling that left the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. Both looked like they were watching me as if I was on trail. Then the dark statue reached out for me. I tried to escape, but its haunting glare paralyzes me. It takes me up to its mouth where it throws me in.
I try to reach out to the other statue, but it turns its head as if it was ashamed of me...
I woke up again... scared senseless and afraid to go back to sleep. I looked towards my wind staff as it seemed to be glowing. It had shined in an array of light and dark colors. What could this mean? It was normally dormant and gave off a cloud of mist when I meditated. Nowadays, it's been acting like this. Could this be a sign of things to come? If so, I'm afraid of what I might become...