I feel like a stupid person that everyone laugh of him not even notice that he is burning or dying from inside. Wanting to escape from the person but he cant that how i feel right now killing me from inside. Trying to said to the person next to him his feelings but he can because his friends or what the others persons would think. u cannot brake free from the distractions, but sometimes i want to kick someone a** that get i my life but i cant. In the time i want to hit and insterad i start doing exercise or drinking water until i cannot do it anymore but i dont know what to do to take out the feeling i have right now. I dont want to damage someone but intead i finish damaging her more but i cant never explain that because i am burning and this is the story of a stupid of a soldier that live of picture of u and pictures me and a person that try to remember the time we were together and this is making me see the clock that is in the wall and the pictures of u and me and try to confess to me every secret moment and all the lies between me and u and her. I am the bell the never ring and the pictures of u and me that are in the wall next to the clock that want to come back and return to the person we were. Instead we think about the person that we can be in the future without or past but i finally understand the without a past is not a future and to have a future we have to have a past that make us how we are.
BlackPhoenix12 · Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 03:45am · 1 Comments |