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If you're reading this and think you can help pm me. You may be able to help with my little predicament. I have two people i want to break up with at the same time. They're good friends and nice people so i don't want to hurt trier feelings. In fact i still want to hang out with them. Its just the reason i want to break up with them is it seems to me that their getting much to involved and attached for my comfort. I may still be under the delusion that im so wrong that there must be something wrong with anyone who want to be with me, or perhaps im just still in a whore's mind set where its bad for business to get attached or let some one get attached to you. What ever the case may be, they've done nothing wrong and i want to just be friends. I just dont know how to say that without sounding so blooming cliche, and motion picture. I guess this is why they say never date your friends but judging by past experience, such a thing is imposable, and to be perfectly frank the phrase contradicts its self. Anywho, i don't know how to do what i want to do with out hurting some one if not every one. sweatdrop cry crying gonk I have a problem and it seams im doomed to repeat this entire conversation with some one else latter on down the line because another reason i want to end it with them is i've found some one else. Which is how i've come to have two boyfriends in the first place. Am i a wanker for doing what i do to people? Even if its not on purpose. Please help me! dramallama

And then theres heart her heart . Another reason. Sexy as all hell and doesn't even know, it seems. The fit little vixen, seemingly ignorant to her powers of temptation and this almost supernatural hold she has over me. I haven't pondered so many things about one person ever since... well, Adam. A fit little Vietnamese with two different eye color [ocean-green and candied apple-red whee ] who, might i add, broke every Asian stereo-type wink down there and gave earth shattering, mind blurring, leg numbing, trauma inducing orgasms that could easily lead one to believe they'd been stricken by lightning were they shagging like wild animals in the middle of a foot ball [soccer] field during a thunder storm. (Kids don't try this at home. redface ) But i digress. sweatdrop Lately all i can seem to think about is heart her heart . What her skin feels like. Does she blush? If she does, is it all over or just her face? What gets her off? Wheres her "spot"? What faces does she make when she comes? Could i make her make those faces? Has she ever had her G-spot massaged? With a tongue? blaugh Does she think these things about me? Do i look like a lesbian? [never mind that last one.] What is she like afterwords? Does she just role over and go to sleep, or does she want to do it again? twisted What does she think about after she's came two or three times? [I say two or three because i always like to make sure the other persone does at least twice. Pride as a professional and all that, yeh?] What does she want to do with her life? Will i be there when she accomplishes her dreams for the future? Whats her favorite food? Her favorite holiday? Favorite song, acter/actress, memory, movie?