Spent the night at Isi's. Played with Bandit, his dog. Wait for his sister to get home at noon and spent the afternoon/part of the evening with her (played games and such). Watched South Park while cuddling with Isi. Started crying at the thought of moving. Broke down. Got a ride back to the apartment. Went for a bath and broke down again. Came online and started burning CDs. Found that I only had DVDs left and no writable CDs. Started to get pissed at everything. Wrote down some lyrics/poetry/random s**t. Started listening to Dir en grey. Trying not to break down. British b*****d comes online. Evening already ruined, don't need it worse. Could blow up at any moment. Taking sleeping pills. Hopefully getting sleepy soon. Then going to sleep after calling dad. Hopefully. Possibly cry myself to sleep again. Been doing that for the past week or so.
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Kiarrii · Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 05:05am · 0 Comments |