Ok.. To start with, I went to the prom with my friend Miranda.. She asked me to go with her so she wouldn't be alone and all that stuff. So I went.. Went and had my hair done.. Loved the way it turned out.. Got makeup on.. Loved the way it looked on me.. and the dress.. well.. I loved it.. it just flowed down at the bottom and hugged me from waist up.. And the dark blue color (well, me with any type of blue) was what I loved most about it. My favorite color, my friends, has always been blue.. Just something about that color.. lol. Anyways, Miranda and her family came to pick me up and of course we had to pose for rounds of pictures, then we stayed and talked to kill some time then finally left.. We got our prom picture taken together and we just sort of hanged with a group of friends the entire night. One thing about the prom made me realize something, sitting there when slow songs came on watching the couples dance.. I really miss having the boy/girl companionship... Really... I never thought that I would really want it just because it would distract me and get in the way with school work and all that.. but.. last night I hit that hard realization that I want to take that chance. sweatdrop I am one weird person.. Always thinking about everything.. Always observing everything.. Always.. I dunno.. probably caring too much as well. Thats the way I am so I better get over it! lol. Anyways, poor Miranda.. she is one confused girl.. I doubt she even really knows what she wants.. She liked Henry (once upon a time I suppose) and he kept asking her to dance at the prom (which she danced with him twice) and then.. out of the blue.. he walked over and kissed her on the cheek.. You should have seen her face!@! She looked totally shocked.. Though she says she likes Richard Barrett (a close friend of mine and hers), but he only wants to be friends because of whats been going on in his family.. He can't deal with a relationship right now.. so of course.. they're not together, but flirting like crazy. Yet with Henry doing what he did she's all confused.. Oh well. As for me, I like one person (he's in 9th grade like Richard) but he shows no interest that way so I don't either.. And.. of course.. the net.. damn net.. There is one person I really care about on here. One thing I don't like about the net, meet someone and you start to care about just by talking but they're too far away to meet.. Not until you have money to get there anyways. So yeah, life is life... Today mom, bethany, and I are supposed to be going to Wal Mart to get my little sister's birthday invitations.. Lord.. seven years old.. It is really hard to believe... I remember when I used to play with her when she was a baby and how I'd organize her play pen she would have room to crawl around in there.. lol. Seven.. In fact, her birthday is this Thursday, but we're celebrating it on either Saturday or Sunday.. Also, my step dad's birthday is Saturday.. lol. So it'll be a joint b-d party I guess. Also, my friend's father (he's like another dad to me) has his birthday the twenty fifth.. so there is a lot of birthdays in the next two weeks. I'm in Keytones at school and we're now going to be singing at the graduation.. Two songs in fact. One is "You Raise Me Up" and "Break Away". Also I signed up for Powder Puff Football, which will be interesting.. lol.. Since I know almost nothing about it.. Well, since I've run out of what I need to update on.. I'll put that prom pic on here and that'll be about it.
 SkylightRose152004 · Sun May 15, 2005 @ 05:26pm · 0 Comments |
