My friend slept over a few days ago. She use to date this boy Ryan. He's gorgues, I thought I was in love. But when she listened to the 3 new messages on her cell phone. He said that he loved her! It crushed my heart. It seem's like everything is going wrong and Gaia is the only right thing. I use to be so happy and didnt care about anything. My dad was haveing an affair with a woman for 2 years,and my parents are getting a divorce.I cared for a little while but then I just stoped everything just stoped. I relized that me and my friends are nothing alike,and that we could never be friends without getting into a fight, because if I say something depressing they'll give me a glare.I started to cut myself(I stoped) and I wrote it in my diary. Of course my sister read it and told my mom.And now I have these scar's on my arms that fade slowly every day but never seem to dissapear.
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