-
It's always the usual- the same old same old,
the same shoulder that is always so frigidly cold,
same phone that never rings,
same love song thats on repeat.
It seems my life is stuck on pause,
allowing me to look closer and see your flaws,
see the things that we used to be,
and things that we used to do just you and me.
Babe I love you and I miss what we were
But I don’t think I can be your loving girl
I feel im just a friend to you
And I don’t see us getting through
This terrible mess
Just forget the rest
And lets go back to the way it was
Even though it probably wont happen cus..
We don't talk or show our love any more,
no "until tomorrow" kisses when you walk out the door,
just a soft goodbye,
and the soundless drop of a tear from my eye,
because i know that i am somehow losing you,
but i have no idea what i can do.
Things used to be so easy things used to flow,
all i could see was how quickly our love would grow,
now its like our love hit a peak,
but instead of being unstoppable its now forgotten and meek.
Babe I love you and I miss what we were
But I don’t think I can be your loving girl
I feel im just a friend to you
And I don’t see us getting through
This terrible mess
Just forget the rest
And lets go back to the way it was
Even though that probably wont happen cus..
I wish i could know what is wrong with you,
i wish you would tell me so i can figure out what to do,
dont tell me theres nothing wrong or that you've changed,
i can see your different that you just arent the same,
that something happened and now you're acting distant
I see you growing angrier by the instant
And it makes me sad that you project that at me
I don’t know what I did but I didn’t do anything that I can see
I didn’t do anything that would make you feel this way
But if you don’t get better soon I don’t think I can stay
Babe I love you and I miss what we were
But I don’t think I can be your loving girl
I feel im just a friend to you
And I don’t see us getting through
This terrible mess
Just forget the rest
And lets go back to the way it was
Even though it probably wont happen cus..
You think I don’t cry
I hate to tell you that that’s such a lie
I cry almost every night because of you
not because of what you do but what you constantly fail to do
im really not that hard to please-it doesn’t take that much
just a simple “I love you” or a gentle touch
just some token of your sincerity and devotion
because right now you seem to be void of emotion
I tell you I care and you just draw a blank
I cant tell you how fast my wounded heart sank
When you said you hated things you once loved and loved what you once hated
I cried that night and I swear I barely made it
I barely got up the next morning and went to school
Because after I cried I didn’t know what to do
So I sat up and thought like I do so often now
And I put together reasons about why without a sound
Babe I love you and I miss what we were
But I don’t think I can be your loving girl
I feel im just a friend to you
And I don’t see us getting through
This terrible mess
Just forget the rest
And lets go back to the way it was
Even though it probably wont happen cus-
You don’t seem to love me like I love you
And think about it-what can I really do?
- by iiEatCandii |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/07/2010 |
- Skip
- Title: Not Your Loving Girl.
- Artist: iiEatCandii
- Description: A poem/song that I wrote because my boyfriend has been acting strange this past month and just hasnt seem as in love with me as he used to say he was.
- Date: 11/07/2010
- Tags: your loving girl
- Report Post
Comments (2 Comments)
- hotlissamissa - 12/12/2010
- absolutly amazing!!!! i ussually dnt take my time on the long ones but that was definatly worth it. i can feel how you do.ive been in the situation. i really honestly hope things gt beter with you too and if not leaving him is propbably the best for you.both of you
- Report As Spam
- kelpandy - 11/12/2010
- it was very good n.n i hope you work everything out with your boyfriend!!!
- Report As Spam