• Have you ever wanted something so bad
    that you knew you could never have
    When all it did was abuse and use you
    and make you feel numb and blue
    But you were so determined to make it real
    and loved how those minutes made you feel
    How that something you desired was in grasp
    and you drempt the that moment wouldn't pass
    And you had sense that it was all a lie
    but you pushed it away so you wouldn't cry
    And those minutes felt like you were flying
    and now you know the truth, you cant stop crying
    And the truth is all you really wanted to know
    not for that something you desired to leave and go
    And that something said "I've liked you for awhile"
    and at the time that something made you smile
    But now you know it was all a lie
    and all you want to do is cry
    But deep down inside you don't want to let go
    of the painful but exciting memories you know
    And the you in this poem is me
    and now i realize i can see
    That what i wanted was just a dream
    and those minutes were just that somethings fantasy
    And that something is you
    which all along i hope you knew
    And all i want is the truth and why?
    Why did you take advantage of me and why did you lie?
    And the truth is i hope you knew
    That I don't like you, I love you

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