• Tainted white as bare naked walls
    stuggling to fight from these disastrous falls.
    I am stuck between many lies
    save me from these eternal ties.
    What is right and what is wrong
    catch me from this dreadful song.
    Bending over wounded knees
    on the floor I'm here to please.
    Tears fall steadily into place
    while my head's in outer space.
    He grabs my hair and holds on tight
    just to make sure I stay all night.
    His physical abuse is all I take
    his mental abuse is nothing fake.
    Tainted white from all these nightmares
    screaming to fight from his evil stares.
    These scars on my back are for me to remember
    that he's in control and I am never.
    One deep breath is all I manage
    no hope is left but there is damage.
    Now its on the bed I lay
    to begin to hurt again today.
    There is no place for me to run
    to him its all just games and fun.
    Tears fall steadily into place
    into my hollow core which is my base.
    More pain that makes me feel ill
    I just need another pill.
    He smiles, nods and laughs
    when people cross our paths.
    He frowns, shakes and screams
    when were alone in these god forsaken dreams.
    They all ask about the brusies
    I just shake my head and give excuses.
    Days roll along and I begin to weaken
    my light is fading like a tattered beacon.
    Everyday its always the same
    hold your head low, and take the blame.
    Tainted white as ghosts become clearer
    like I'm looking into a mirror.
    All their pain is just like mine
    I just wish I could cross that line.
    Beatings, scratches, and stitches I take
    letters and cries for help I make.
    Tainted white as if stripped dry
    nothing to do now but lay here and die.