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Everlasting, most contrasting to anything I've felt before,
and any card I'd dealt before this; render me defenseless,
not an ace, deuce, or harlequin to save me from this feeling.
You're dealing,
it's out of my control.
Don't wanna admit your on a roll, cause it's not a game anymore.
I'm feeling it down to my core; it's serious,
making me delirious and I know I'm skating on thin ice,
cause all I've got left to gamble is my life,
but you know I have a problem, cause I'm still rollin' the dice.
If I have only one chance then my decision's resolute.
The only thing I'm proud of is that I'd chosen this route,
on my own, I could've lied, or maybe tried, and who knows?
Right now I could be by your side.
But if I'm at the end of this road, I'm glad you know the truth,
even if all that's left for me is a memory in a photo booth,
I lost everything to the risks of my youth,
If this is my last chance, my choice is resolute,
the only thing I regret is that i couldn't keep it mute,
the heart's wild pursuit, to be loved by only one,
and to love only you.
I stopped again to, start again,
I hate the game, don't care to win,
it's all the same to me,
it's such a shame that I can't leave,
there's nothing up my sleeve,
not aiming to deceive,
there's nothing here to achieve,
I'm just a bit naive,
'cause if I stay, just wish I may,
on this new years eve...
Scream for all I love(you), your ears might they receive it
and for a second, on this midnight,
you might actually believe it.
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Title:
Resolute
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Artist:
JacKiin a Parad0x
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Description:
Something I wrote on new years. I haven't written since November so I'm a tad rusty. It's about a person who has realized that they need no longer feel guilty for their magnitude of their one-sided love, because the on/off switch was always the hands of another, thus making a promise to themselves on new years eve to stop at nothing to finally say how they feel, no matter how apparent it may already be.
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Date:
01/09/2010
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Tags:
resolute
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