ive lost me

• Artist: White Rabbit Mara
• Description: i was so confused. i was so happy with him. but i was losing my self, losing my friends. they said that he changed me. the only change i saw was that i was deserted. to my friends i wrote this. i missed them so much sometimes.
• Date: 12/30/2009
• Tags: lost

I wish... I had been honest to all of you.
I wish... I could make you understand.
I'm so confused!
I don't know what to do...
Where the heck is God when I need a hand?
Going up...
Going down...
Not sure where to go right now.
I'm so confused. I lost myself.
And obviously....ive lost you too
All because of him.
Now what should I do?
I suppose I should confess,
I'm an idiot at best!
And I don't understand where you're coming from.
I'm sorry but I can't help you anymore.
Because I have to help myself first...
Somehow...
I need to put out the worst...
Somehow...
I need to understand.
So help me out a bit
Give me a helping hand!
Help me help you...
Perhaps that's what I should do...

Comments

[starryluminara]

Although this is very cliche ish I tried to make sure that no guy or girl would ever change me but sometimes it isn't always your fault that you were changed, in reality sometimes you never really changed at all.