• eventually, i will be
    i will see my dreams more clearly
    eventually, i will forget the pain
    i will be so numb that i won't feel it!!!!
    eventually, u will see!
    how far i've came, how much i've changed
    if i go back to my old life,
    it wouldn't be the same, one kind soul
    in a land full of trechery, of theifs, of my demons
    and now i see ,
    i forced not to see the world outside
    and now that i see,
    eventually, i will feel no pain
    when my thoughts wonder
    eventually, i will feel no pain
    every time my heart beats
    slit my writs, cut these fears!
    my mom- left me,
    her mom- been dead!
    my dad- too drunk to see it!
    grandma-sooo dead
    grandpa-soo dead
    and i'm next
    falling, loosing, i weaken
    too bad i couldn't see, how cold the world can be!
    how cruel!

    EVENTUALLY!!!! cry