• My heart’s width is in the never
    My soul has taken so much
    My mind will always implode
    Through words of mistrust
    These scars have reopened
    Been like this too long
    Surprised my blood still leaks
    Soon my life will be gone
    Still bleeding out my joy
    Still bleeding out my pride
    Still bleeding out the addiction
    Of the love that goes by
    Still killed by the torment
    Still killed by the pain
    Still killed by the thought
    Of love that never came

    If I was hanging
    Dangling from a height
    Would anybody care
    Or cry for me at night
    If I lay on the ground
    No movement or breath
    Would anyone be shocked
    That I finally reached death
    Still bleeding out my smile
    Still bleeding out my laugh
    Still bleeding out the happiness
    Of all the times past
    Still killed by my thoughts
    Still killed by my love
    Still killed by the truth
    Of finally rising above