• Lone Spirit

    The one pure manifest of light
    embracing the warmth of good
    And happiness.

    Heh, that was way before the chaos broke
    All naive and innocent.
    But the life that gave you opportunities
    Will also loose your chances in having
    Many gifts to develope upon

    I used to think that I am still a pure
    Spirited person, but not anymore.
    My family, friends, and my social network have
    Turned against me and leaving me
    With a bitter expression and a deep
    Loathing to all things cheerful.

    All the time I am out of my confort zone,
    I put on a facade of cheerfulness
    While my absolute depression and
    Fury grows more intense that it's
    A good thing to hold onto after all
    Hope and faith are disperst.

    I used to hate being alone,
    Now it's now a part of my own
    Character. I don't need men, hell,
    I don't need a reminder of what love is.

    Loneliness and spinster ways are in my
    Future.

    That my loner spirit and not going to change it.