• im
    waiting
    just wating
    for the piont
    where i fall down
    and wont be able to
    to get back up to a point
    where i hit rock bottom and
    cant do anything but cry and yell
    where i cant hold anything back and
    there is nothing to hide about just to
    keep going and have to remember every
    litttle detail every shock of pain remember
    every thing to a point that im paralized with
    fear and pain. and then the epmtyness will come
    and i will be done and just sleep and eat and be dead
    inside and that is my last fall no more forgetting anything