• Marred

    Fortified walls have encased my heart
    Thick walls made of steel
    For it has been ripped apart
    Much too severely to be healed.

    I’m no longer whole
    I’ve lost all control
    Darkness envelopes my soul.
    This suffering has taken its toll

    My heart has been marred
    My heart has been scarred
    Things couldn’t get much worse
    How cruel is this fate
    I can’t help but hate
    For on my soul resides a curse.

    At night I cry myself to sleep
    No longer can I bear the pain
    My wounds are cut entirely too deep
    The hurt on my soul poured down like the rain.

    I just want to scream
    Why can’t this all be a dream?
    Why don’t you take my last breath
    And grant me my death

    My heart has been marred
    My heart has been scarred
    Things couldn’t get much worse
    How cruel is this fate
    I can’t help but hate
    For on my soul resides a curse.

    My world has turned grey
    My heart’s gone astray
    I am drowning in despair
    My heart has been marred
    My heart has been scarred
    My heart is beyond repair

    So many words left unspoken
    Has left me marred and broken.