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She walks the empty hallways.
Her mind's on other things.
She wants so bad to run.
She feels the need to scream.
Her friends are talking to her.
She plasters on her smile.
And they still don't know the difference.
This might take a while.
Maybe someone, someday will see
That something must be wrong,
And they'll come to save and rescue her
Before she's totally gone.
She wears the smile that's set in stone.
She could never break their hearts.
She wants her life to be complete,
And not just a few parts.
But more than anything she wants
Her face back again.
All nice, warm, and sweet.
She needs to know there'll be an end
To all these layers of concrete.
She wishes she could go a day
Without these Goddamn tears.
'Stead of thinking 'bout how sad she is,
And drowning in her fears.
She watches from her window
As time just flys right past.
She's wondered to herself before
If her laughter might come back.
It's like she doesn't care.
It's like she doesn't think.
Just puts herself to bed,
And finally falls asleep.
She's livin' life on autopilot.
Not doing much of anything.
'Cause she has some baggage that goes along;
Her sadness on a string.
No going out,
Or having fun.
Those things are done and did.
Just wishes she could go back to
The life she used to live.
She can't take this anymore.
The cement finally breaks.
They see how many sobs she's hidden
Behind her gravel face.
Her emotions are too confusing,
And there is this rising doubt
That she won't make it through her struggle.
She begins to cry and shout.
People trust her with their feelings.
But she never tells them hers.
This is the way she lives;
Her protection from the hurt.
It's just a lonely girl's tale,
Of how she came to be.
She let depression take her over,
And she prays that you will see
That she isn't 'just some emo kid'
Out wandering the streets.
- by o0HyperMonkey0o |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 03/06/2009 |
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- Title: Plastered On Smile
- Artist: o0HyperMonkey0o
- Description: I think a lot of people can sympathize with what's going on in this poem. I wanted to write something that was universal (at least a little bit), and that related to something I was going through. This is my first time posting in the Poems and Lyrics arena. I would love to hear feedback from you guys. I would love suggestions.
- Date: 03/06/2009
- Tags: plastered smile
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Comments (4 Comments)
- Iamthedarksideofthemoon - 06/02/2009
- Umm...did you by any chance write this about me? It sure looks like it! but that's a /way/ good thing.
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- striped-racoon - 03/07/2009
- This has a lot of feeling in it, i think i a lot of people can relate to this. Good job =).
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- The Absolute End - 03/07/2009
- 5/5!
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- Iamthedarksideofthemoon - 03/06/2009
- Wow...5/5....
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