• I'm laying in the corner curled in a ball of pain,
    wondering if you feel any shame.
    wondering why you laugh when I cry
    and why you love it when I'm in enough pain that I want to die.
    Is it that you are going mad
    or is it true that I'm bad?
    Is it that you are emotionless
    or are you just soulless?

    I just had surgery the other day
    but you still won't stay away.
    You still slap me.
    You still punch me.
    You still kick me when I'm down.
    No one knows because they are not allowed around.

    All you do is laugh at me
    because i try to hide my tears from you, so you won't see
    how much your crulity is hurting me.

    You say its my fault that daddy isn't here.
    You use to think that he would come back becuase he was near.
    You two are perfect for eachother because you both give me something to fear.

    But i know the truth.
    You hate me because I'm everything you are not.
    Since I'm smart you want me to rot.
    Since I'm caring you wish I would die.
    Since I'm loving you wish someone will hurt me enough that my heart will brake and all i will do is cry.
    Since I can be happy you want me to be miserable.
    Sine I know how to live, how to laugh, how to...how to be everything your not.
    You lock me in the basement to rot.

    I'm laying here in pain
    wondering if you feel any shame .