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It blooms inside of you
And you start to cry.
The bitter tears run down your cheeks
But, in anger, you brush them away.
You fall into your bed
And hide under the covers.
That's when you
Let those tears of pain fall free.
You cry and cry
For hours.
But, the pain does not dull
And your stuck with it.
You scream into a pillow
And bite it until it rips.
The insides of it burst out
And cover your tear stained face.
You try to think
Of a way to stop the pain.
And then
It comes to you.
You're in a daze
As you walk to that cabinet.
It opens with a tap
And you take out a bottle.
You twist it open
And count the contents.
Putting the outer rim to your shaking lips,
You lift the bottom upwards.
The little circles run down your throat
And you gasp for breathe.
You grab a cup
And fill it to the brim.
After swallowing it,
You start to feel sleepy.
You fall into your bed
And the pain melts away
Forever.
- by xDemonxOfxDeathx |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/11/2009 |
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- Title: The Ending Result
- Artist: xDemonxOfxDeathx
- Description: I had a rough day because it is the two year marker of my best friend's suicide. I know it's depressing but oh well, I don't care. I just needed to vent and this is the way I chose to.
- Date: 02/11/2009
- Tags: ending
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Comments (5 Comments)
- xDemonxOfxDeathx - 09/20/2009
- hey, soulisevil, shut the ******** up. I just felt like writing and this was the topic so why don't you go screw a tree and let people be creative with whatever they want?
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- soulisevil - 06/09/2009
- do we have to promote suicide on gaia too?? srry this ant suicide hotline darling...
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- xDemonxOfxDeathx - 02/14/2009
- ImagineYourself.... Screw you.... YOU KNOW THAT JOEY ISN'T IN HIS RIGHT MIND SO SHUT UP
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- The Auric Healer - 02/13/2009
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T^T *Must not cry. Must not...*
Congrats. You are the first writer that makes me struggle with tears by a poem. I suppose I'm lucky, I've never had anyone ACCURLY taking suicide in my life. There have been attemps from some parts.. But yeah.
It really moved me, and I hope that you managed to get some of the feelings out with it..
May the light be with you.
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- ImagineYourself - 02/13/2009
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woah!!!!! suicide thoughts much???
eh 4/5 - Report As Spam