• I walked down the street alone, with my backpack on my back,
    hugging my books tightly as the wind blew by me. I saw you
    there smiling and laughing, joking around amoung your friends.
    You turned to look in my direction making my heart skipped a
    beat, I smile back thinking you were realizing I was there or even
    exsisted, but then you turned around and kept talking to your
    friends. I sighed and kept my head down. Another day I come
    and see you, another day I let myself look at you, another day
    my heart sinks that your not mine, another day I live. Everyday
    I come just to see you, see you smile, see you laughing, feel my
    heart beat for yours but not getting any responce. I dream of you
    and me together, never apart, I'm yours and your mine. But then
    the bell would ring and bring me back to reality. I look toward
    you and wonder if you even know I exsist or maybe, just maybe
    even like me? In class I only think of you, your never far from my
    heart. Then at break I would look at you and see your perfect face,
    perfect smile, perfect laugh, perfect you. Then all of a sudden my
    heart sank as I saw you were not alone but with another girl, she
    would smile at your beauty, laugh at your jokes, close her eyes when
    she hugged you so tightly. My breath got cought at the back of my
    throught as I watched you with her in your arms, tears started to
    come down my eyes. Don't you know how much I loved you? How
    much It hurt me? How much I would have loved you for who you were
    not just your beauty? How hard I tried to make myself good enough
    for you? Did you even know you were the reasson why I lived and
    went to school just to see you? I guess not. Now I know what it feels
    like to be heartbroken and just be thrown away like garbage, to
    feel my heart break into tiny pieces that no one will help me pick up
    and put together once more. Now I feel like there is no reasson for me
    to live or try again. No reasson to pick up my broken heart again.
    I guess we were never ment to be.