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T h e D a y I W i l l S e e Your C h a n g e
Hello Little Girl.
I see your off to an overly-exaggerated high school?
Oh, tell me your happy days.
You've always believed that you seem to be right on top.
You had told me that you were fine of being jealous of me.
And why,
I don't blame you.
You are not so strong now, as you were then.
You were never strong,
and you never will be.
I will take satisfaction in bringing you down;
as you have, in me.
You believe I am far from understanding your 'maturity',
but to be quite honest, I don't believe "Being Horny"
makes you any more mature then you seem to think you are.
You are co-dependent;
You are insecure;
You believe I am below you,
You believe I am inferior;
But I have done a grand deal of growing
when I was having trouble breathing
from drowning in my cereal bowl;
when mom wouldn't leave her boyfriend,
for my safety, when I was exposed to
sex at the age of three. When I
baby sat my siblings less then the
age of five because Mom wouldn't
take them wherever she was going.
When I went looking for her by
myself at midnight because she left me completely alone;
and I was scared, just because she wanted to
"Get some"
I grew up a long time ago.
Don't you make me your shadow you disgusting whore.
You are a sick person, you should see the doctor for that cold.
It could be infectious;
and God only knows I'd commit suicide if I were to become
--anything like you.
you have hurt more then a handful of innocent victims;
you have lied and put people that you called your
friends through horrible ordeals, and fights to
almost their own homicidal ends-
BECAUSE YOU WERE BORED AND FELT LIKE TELLING A STORY.
You put un-needed competitions between us,
You purposely dragged me to the ground,
You never gave a s**t about me when I listened to you for the night,
You constantly consisted on making me jealous,
You tried to prove you were better then me,
You always shoved my problems to the side while you talked more about you,
You ignored me and pretending I was some freak in front of your friends,
You'd rather have your boyfriend finger you then to be at my funeral,
You'd rather chase boys then to give a s**t if I tripped and broke my arm chasing them with you.
I DONT ******** RECALL GOOD MEMORIES DURING THOSE TEN YEARS.
NEVER.
You are pathetic.
You are less then the scum on the ground,
You think you are strong, you believe you are whole;
but you aren't.
Your an empty shell,
You are not a friend, you are an enemy,
A good reason for Suicide,
Your a waste of a human,
You will never prove me wrong,
You are in my shadow,
Because I have left you far behind me,
And the light ahead of me,
Is so bright, and so beautiful,
I am over joyed.
They say it was your mother's fault.
But Oh Well.
I am over joyed,
Because the light is my own.
And I can flip you off on the other end,
And finally smirk at you,
then tell you, "******** you b***h, I did this on my own."
And there's no way,
You will ever-
Make me go back.
And in my own satisfaction-
I have made my success and lived my life as it was meant to be.
With out you.
Just like you said it would never be.
- by Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 12/26/2008 |
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- Title: The Day I Will See Your Change
- Artist: Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels
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Description:
A poem about a friend.
10 yrs, completely wasted.
I still remember the nights I cried so hard because she took joy in making fun of the time I was un-sure of my orientation, because I felt gender confused [no, I don't believe thats funny] She took me down, she made me feel like s**t.And I'm sick to the core of my heart and soul,
and would like her to die in a hole <3Rate and comment
Read the poem and understand it as a whole.
Not because of the cussing.
Thanks =/ - Date: 12/26/2008
- Tags: will your change
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Comments (7 Comments)
- homicidal_superpickle - 10/08/2009
- wow. so true.
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- Ms Make Me Smile - 01/21/2009
- it sounds like everything i ever wanted to say to an ex best friend,your truly talented and who cares about cursing i dont 5/5
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- Old Time Rock Lover - 01/18/2009
- That is sad, my best-friend made fun of me as well, except it got worse as it went along!^_^ great poem!
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- Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels - 01/02/2009
- thank you :''''D
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- Piper_at_the_Gates - 12/31/2008
- sad and angry poem very lovely way of getting out your feelings though man people can be so cruel im sorry that somebody did this to you 5/5 good job
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- whitejade13 - 12/27/2008
- Oh my, I really really like this one. wonderfull! I'd tell you what it means to me but really, what's the point? You know what it means to you and that's what matters. infinity/5 biggrin
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- Demon Imp Queen - 12/26/2008
- O_O i liked it...a LOT.............
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