• pain, love, confusion
    so many feelings ripping me apart
    I hate you but I love you
    I don't know what to do
    so many times I've sat and cried
    wondering if you even care
    nothing is the truth
    yet nothing is a lie
    how do I know who is my friend
    and who's holding the knife
    I'm broken I'm shattered
    I'm trying not to care
    I'm tired of sitting
    thinking wondering
    crying over you
    no matter how hard I try
    it always comes back
    the feelings the sounds
    like a ghost in the wind
    come back to haunt
    so many days I've sat and cried
    wondering if you even care