• s my children will bear the weight of my sins, I bear the sins of our forefather's. And whether I like it or not, I am apart of the white community. No Joke, that fact makes me cry. Naturally that means I represent them. As a part of this We need take the DAMN INITIATIVE to stop what we STARTED. And we must pray to GOD that the black people that justify their racism against us as retaliation, forgive us. We must bear responsibility, not because we as individual did something wrong, but because we as a group are the root cause of such hostility. I dont usually ask god to carry a >specific< burden for me... but I just can not bear this one alone. You dont even know how much this problem has always hurt. Its why when people ask me what race I am I get agitated and tell them that I dont associate with any specific race. But now I realize that Its all for a reason, and I'm running away from the problem I care so much about. We pay atention too much to the problem and shy away from the result of our mistakes, the products of racism are people. people that are often permanently racist. I shy away from people from fear that they will see how much I care, and brush it off. Sometimes when I think about racism, I picture myself in a similar role to someone that is a peacemaker in a physical fight. And I know fights. These people bore the weight of both sides. And they do it until its put to rest. If I'm called to help heal these fatal wounds, that brings alot of fear to me, but I still would do ANYthing to help stop it. The only way is with god.