• when in pain, many children and abused mothers revert to the blessing of death. when the children of god are in the hurt of life, death is like a mercy, from the heavens above. the all knowing god makes pain, so he can watch us scramble about in the hurt, and laugh at us with the devil at his feet, kissing them for the pain and horror he brings. when at last the people brings mercy and the sweet relief of death to cure thier broken hearts, god sends them to the firey pits of hell for ruining his fun of watching them suffer. and when i realized that, i lost my faith. and believed the real devil is the god we worship, and that the real mercy is not to be alive after torture, but to be killed is the real mercy.