• I met my big brother Chris aka DamianDark84 when I was ten years old. He was a foster kid that had been from home to home to home till he finally ran into me smile . When we met he was a little bit of a tough guy I don't need anyone sorta kid. I was a shy quiet and very scared of everything little girl who never said more then two words to people. I met him on the play ground because two boys where picking on me because I never talked and I didn't like looking people in the eye. My big brother beat the bejesus out of those two idiots and they never bugged me again. When he asked me why they were teasing me I looked away and shrugged. He touched my shoulder ever so gently and smiled saying, "it's ok, you'll tell me on your own time. I know what it's like to be by yourself." From then on we were always together. I called him brother and he called me sister. I listened to him when he told me about how his mom abandoned him and his sister and his dad was never there. He pushed me to stick up for myself when people picked on me because I was so used to shutting up. My step dad was abusive and beat the fight out of me way before I met chris. He helped me find it in myself again. I became his ear and shoulder to cry on and he became my voice and protector from the bad things in life. He promised me when we were kids that he would always be there to take care of me and he has. We both shared tears when his twin sister... our sister... passed away from suicide at age 17, and he cried with me when I lost my baby. He helped me get over my fears and issues after i finally got out of my step dad's house and was chronically depressed and i love him for it. now the tables have turned and he's depressed and thinking there's no other way out. It's time for the scared little mousey girl to grow up and step up because my big brother needs me and i'll be there for him just like he was there for me. He never wants to talk about the things that bother him so when i see him i'm going to put my hand on his shoulder and i'm going to say, "it's ok, you can tell me when your ready, because i know what it's like to be scared and think that nobody is there for you, but i want you toalways remember... i'm here for you big brother... i'm right here."