• what is life people running around earth judgeing people they dont no but what is death something when you cant figure it out it leads to it. death thats word whos deserves it who wants to die. i did i wanted to die a slow death and have the people watch me and do nothing i was killed already though in my heart i died but god brought me back he didnt think so i was just a depressed 12 year old girl that belived that if she died no one would care or even think i would do it but they were wrong i tried many times thinking this time would be it i would be with my grandfather but everytime god brought me back he was telling me he didnt call me and to go back with your family he was wrong i have no family i live for me and i care about myself i hated me i hated my life no one cared for me they laughed at me and judged me and hurt me and hit be as much as they could but when i started to fight they saw i wasnt the on to be played but still they talk about me but if they cant say it to my face i dont care. now since my deaths did not work i turned into a girl a really girly girl and i thought i should enjoy life thats what i did when jeromy found me and gina but inside me is the dark evil little girl that wants to leave i was still there just coverd up but shes still there she is me i am her shes my soul.