• i start to spin and lose ballance. i fall hard on my bed. and began to wonder of to sleep.
    in my dreams. i hear voices saying........ is it true............ is it true to not believe in romance. in a powerful romantic love that a girl can not dwell anymore................ is it true.............this one................cant be broken any more as she has.......................................a strong silance broke as the words came jentaly into my ear.....____.......its time to wake up now...........you must get up...............and i woke up and jerked myself forword. my head ached with a painfull sensation...
    and my heart throbed..............{ silence }..........i looked and my pale eyes.............as i remeber
    that momment when the boy i thought i loved.................smiled...as he told me..he dident love me anymore.............i look away think its all just madness im thinking and i just layon my bed starring at a picture..goodnight.........