• Are they answered?
    Of course but, which ones?
    Everything and anything?
    No, not all.
    Of course not.
    Who answers them?
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    I am asking these questions to myself now. I have prayed and prayed but, they have not been answered.

    Who will answer them? When will they answer them?

    I know who will but, I still ask these questions. You maybe confused so I will tell you my story.

    My grandmother has leucemia, (a horrible type of cancer) for the fifth time. She use to smoke then, when she had cancer for the first time she stopped. It was hard for her and her loved ones. I do not remember how old i was when she had it but, i was very young and did not understand her life was on the line. I know now.
    She survived and we all went on with our lives then our hearts skipped a beat when she got it again. It was two years later. I was still to young to know but I did know that my other grandmother died from the same thing. I was scared to be near her. I didn't talk to her. I thought it was contagious. I know now.
    She survived again. Then the two times after it she also survived. She had grown very weak. My whole family prepared for the worst. The worst came when she went to the doctor and when she came back she said "It's back," and went to her room and was very quiet...
    Now, as I sit here typing this, out of Death's grip, I knnow in my heart her time is up. She is sitting in the hospital waiting to go home. No one can tell her she is dieing. We wait for the doctors to tell her but, I don't want them to say it. "No one say it! Don't say it's the end! It's not! She is not dieing! She's living right here and now!" But, even as i say it, I know in my heart it's time to let go... She is the sweetest person I have ever met and she is also my last grandparent.
    "Don't leave me!"
    Yes, she is seventy-six and is dieing right in front of me.
    No more hope, no more prayers.
    My unanswered prayers.
    I love her and she will always be with me.
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