i'm confused and heartbroken

• Artist: LoN3r x
• Description: i need help. thats y i posted this. i cant take it anymore its frustrating. ive tried n tried but ive only came up with one conclusion. if u can think of anything plz tell me. i need help!
• Date: 03/20/2009
• Tags: confused heartbroken

well here goes....
guess my life was ruined the second i was born. i don't know how or why. in the beginning it was all going great with my family, friends, n jus other ppl i really care bout. but unfortunatly as the years passed..everything started to change. found out that my father left me and my mom and eventually went on and screwed more girlz and got married i dont know how many times. its a good thing though..i've never liked him or cared for him. then i started seeing my family less and less, lost my closest friends and moved on to newer ones. then i met gaia.when i first signed up on gaia, guess you could say i fell inlove with this girl named Bree. heh..i loved her with all my heart and i would've done anything for her, but... some things went wrong and we eventually broke up. long stroy short we were in like an on and off relationship. then one day we just never got back together quickly as we used to. guess i just never wanted to get back together. i wanted her to be the girl that i would marry some day, but...i don't think that's even a possibility anymore. she told me that she can't stand being friends, that she believes that i don't really love her, and the worst thing..."that day may never come.." she was talking about us. wen she said that i knew...she's probably given up on me..she's finally given up. i hope that's true because i'm tired of hurting her and she doesn't believe a damn word i say to her when she knows it's true and when i even try to show her. i think i'm coming to the conclusion..that maybe her and i...should just forget about each other and pretend we never even existed in each other's lives. i can't work this out with her. so right now...im asking to anyone who's ever reading this or if u ever read this... to please...please tell me wat to do. should i just tell her to pretend i never existed? should i crush her heart even more into little pieces? if you can think of another way...please post it in your comment. i don't know what to do. i need help,decisions, advice. tell me what i'm supposed to do. please help me i really need it.

Comments

[Blue Forgotten Angel]

yeah, dont make her jeoulous. that never works. EVER its just going to get u into a web o lies. try talking to her on like, MSN or webcam, you know, show her like that. Typing, you can never get enough enthusiasm into your words. She seems pretty srry, but you really need to show her your empathy. that should work. never ever, i mean EVER crush a girls heart. there ghost will haunt you.

[ROXYHONEY]

IM a girl also but dont make her jelous thats just plain sad. I dont know what you want help with though. If its over, its over. Im sorry those words can seem harsh but i say them with great sympathy. If the girl who you are talking about is the one below; she seems to be truly sorry. I hope that you find your way somehow..

[xoxo-ashroxx12]

jordan im so sorry now i knolw how i've been hurting you. im sorry and imiss u so much. please forgive me. and someday please take me back. love ashley.

[Broken Blind]

To continue on my last one: it may seem like i am a religious fanatic, but im not. im another guy, just like you. I believe in God because he gives me the strength to get through things, and gives me a hope for a better life after this 1. you may not listen to this at all, but at least try to. God loves you no matter what, and he will ALWAYS forgive you.

[Broken Blind]

What i think you should do is... dump her. i learned that online relationsships dont work. i know, i tried. its pointless trying to fall in love with someone you cant see. you dont even know if theyre telling hte truth about their sex. as for your life, i believe there is one thing that you can definitely turn to: God. I know, it may sound like im one of those religious fanatics, but really im not. All i can say is that God loves you. always.

[LoN3r x]

ok apparently u ppl rnt getting the point i cant make her jealous so nvm i think imma jus listen to my other friend n end it

[m3rmers]

wow shes a hoe u can make her jelous lolz not 2 be a bad person but if she gets jelous ull know if she still loves u thats how we girls r