• (1) anything that i did is mistake for taken,,
    like walking into the empty way i so disgust in my mind,,
    that's very hard to lose,,
    so am i waiting the micracle drop on me and give me strenght for pass thruogh it,,
    my mind still keep me on illusion,,
    feel cool,,
    and so many more obstacle on my way,,
    that i need just apologize,,
    but my sacrifice never materialized,,
    in my way i'd not never ended to try bring me back to my hope..
    (2) sin is a big wonderful in the story of human,,
    that's always did by us but we couldnot to delete this..
    (3) every night i'll always pray on my orison,,
    what the true that i do in my life everytime when i paced on my steps,,
    this life is very confusing but so significant to do,,
    i so tired to try life in this world,,
    cause i never think why life must be deal in this fact..
    (4) i'm dreamer and i disgust with this all,,
    often muse to my illusion,,
    it's very unclear and irrational to me,,
    making me to be crazy,,
    making me like stupid man,,
    i dislike with this situation,,
    i want runaway of here,,
    nothing can i do for my stupid illusion,,
    my dream too overs,,
    until live inside and i want stop it but likely i can't do that,,
    God help me please,,
    take me with u,,
    bring me closer to ur light,,
    i won’t felt this,,
    my head so full with empty imagine,,
    my mind never control by me,,
    if i never take the good step may i’ll get into my stupid dream,,
    and now what I’ve to do my mind is ate my brain already..