• as life passes by
    the thing i think aboute most
    is why im so afraid of life and living it to the fullest and yet
    my only dream is to be fullfileed but the only thing that can make that happen is him my love but the sad fact is the only thing i like about him is the idea of him.
    people probably say that im happy but by the end of the day when i get home and go to bed the only thing i think about is how lonley and un fullfilled i am and really i dont write this to get gold only to get it off my chest and i do it on the internet where people from all over the world can read it is because i dont even trust my own mom not to read my jornal

    from the lost soul