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My life to me is overall sad. I was born into a family infused in drug use. My mom and dad both did a lot of drugs when i was young. One day they argued and divorced. My brother and I were torn between both of them.. To be fought over like we were just some piece of clothing or item... In the end my dad won, which was good for me since he didn't do drugs anymore when he got custody.
When i was 8 or so i went to my moms one day and she lived in the ghetto of the town close to where my dad lived. Believe me this place was horrible gunshots, drug dealers, the works. So me and my brother were in the living room of the apartment and we were playing cards, we were told to let no one in. So we were playing cards and our moms boyfriend came to the door. Now this guy was a really bad guy, he beat our mom constantly. So we said since she said no one we wouldn't let him in. So he kept knocking and yelling and he went silent for a few minutes till me and my brother saw the kitchen window break open by a Rollerblade. I remember he looked straight at me and said "You tell anyone and I'll kill you". I don't really care if he tries anymore cause i can take him now.
When i was 10 or so my dad, my brother and I went to the river in our town. On our way we ducked behind a bush cause we saw a man on his knees and a man on his phone. Now we don't know who they were we just watched from a distance. The man got off the phone and yelled at the man on the ground. The man on the ground was crying and the other man pulled out a gun and shot him in the head... That was the only time i watched someone die.. It still haunts my memories to this day. So we stood their in shock and the other guy walked the opposite way of us.
Recently, school sucks.. My mom never calls anymore, she married that abusive guy and forgot about me.. I know she's still alive cause she calls at Christmas.. I've went through elementary school and Freshman year of high school without having a girlfriend because me whole town is rich and shallow besides me. Im a kid with a dark past and people don't like me and they exile me for it... I only have one friend and even he's mean at times...
More recent, lost the old friend picked up a few new ones.. Still no gf.. Oh well
So if you see me in your Role play send a pm and just talk to me once in a while.
Thanks for reading.
-thetruekakshi
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Title:
The life of Justin
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Artist:
Reikon Tenshi
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Description:
A lonley kid just trying to make sense of this world.
A first person narritive.
By Thetruekakashi
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Date:
05/14/2009
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Tags:
life
john
depression
pain
misery
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