• a black hole, a deep dark black hole. So is this the end, the end of my life and humanity, the end of my happiness. I try to climb up but slip on the mud. WHY! GOD WHY CHOOSE ME! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU! I dont think i can hold on much longer, to my humanity, i will o longer be sane! what i would give to be normal, and live a normal life. i gusse im just one of gods unwanted children. but now on the brink of becoming insane where is your so called god now, see how he has left me to fall down the hole. my fingers are slipping and now im panicking. why me, why me, WHY ME! no no this cant be happening to me. i fall down down down. darker than deth itslef i close my eyes and drift away and give into the darkness. light? how can there be light in such a dark place? am i insane?,mabey, who knows, i dont. voices, what, no i shold be alone? wait i know that voice it is the sweet voice of home, the home that i never had. i open my eyes and there the face of my savior. and now i am home, mabey insane but home. and then i rest and listen to the sweet voice of her the one who saved me from my own destiny dressed in black and a face that lights up the darkness, and now the darkness is gone, forever gone.