• my smile fades, my light inside fades, , my pain grows stronger and i can't hide.
    i fall to the ground, coil into a ball, sobbing with black tears falling from my eys.
    my demons dance around me with evil chuckles and sins the touture me angain and again.
    i pled, let me be but they wish to anger me and let the pain get worse.
    a small glint of light falls into the corner of the room, a ting noise as it hits the ground.
    i crawl toward the object and infront of me is a mirror, i look into it and it cracks and a voice says, your flaws shatered the glass.
    i pick up the shiney object, a small razorblade, rusting ad blunt just what i need, i slice across my wrist and watch the blood spill from the wond, i giggle with delight and insanity as me demond wreak havoc once again.
    a small voice in my head says slice your neck, do it , go on it wornt hurt a bit.
    so i focas n the mirror, razor blade in hand draging across my skin and falling to the ground.
    my blood begins to pool as i let out a cry once again a tear falls from my eye.